I have woken up.
For some reason, I strayed from my goal and I had gotten lost on the way. I totally forgot the reason I am saving all this money... the reason I have purchased property...the reason I am pursuing a more senior position in my hospital.
I had it all planned out and it was pretty set in stone if I had followed it strongly. This was all so that in 20 years I would have achieved all my planned milestones... the main one being that I would be married to my partner of Sylvia.
What the hell was I thinking when I let another girl into my life? Why did I even ask for the number? I already have everything I need in my life... I have exceptional friends, I have a good stable job and I have a perfect girlfriend.
This chapter in my story has worried many of my friends, who have spent alot of time and thought into my stupid misadventure. However something still remains to be settled... that is Sylvias circumstances in Hong Kong.
Today I called her to ask her when she can return here. I told her we can get married, and ill even go there personally to bring her back here for that matter. I don't want my heart to stray anymore. I dont want to be lonely here by myself anymore. She will think about it and call me back tomorrow.
Right now my resolve is pretty strong - I need to get my shit together and work harder.
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