Exhaust

I've been heading to work early then going to 8 hour clinicals. I wake up at 6 and come home at 10 every night now, usually sleeping around 11-12. This is part of an effort to keep the absence of Sylvia out of my head.

So far its working, so I guess I have to keep doing it until I can accept that she is gone.

Mental Health at Liverpool Hospital sucks. The staff are not engaging to the staff and would rather chat between themselves than to the patients. I do not want to be like them when I work next year.