Spoilt

She left for Hong Kong yesterday. She will be staying there for three weeks. I still haven't quite digested that fact because not seeing Sylvia for more than 4 days is somewhat of a rare event. However, she has been plaguing my mind since she took off for Hong Kong and I can't help but feel that I already miss her.

The last time I saw her was the day before yesterday (June 19th). It was raining heavily and she had just finished a series of tests that lasted from 9am till 6pm; yet she decided to come to my house to see me. I rushed to the train station to pick her up as soon as she told me she was near my stop. The load of books she was carrying was heavy even for me. When we walked back home together in the rain she told me she had a headache and felt dizzy. All the pain she went though.. just to see me for four more hours.

Why wasn't it me who went to her house after the tests? Why haven't I learned to drive so she can stay at my house for longer? Am I really this spoilt?

As I pondered over my failures as a boyfriend, I realized that I may never find another girl who will treat me like the way Sylvia does.

But no matter how much this is bothering me right now, I must not let this affect my test performance in the coming days... because I must make up for it when she returns.