Friday, July 2, 2010

Fear

I'm no stranger to girls. I am also no stranger to turning them down girls.

Just a few minutes ago someone had confessed towards me her feelings and I had to play dumb.In truth, I should have seen this coming but I was gullible enough to believe in the existence of platonic relationships between different sexes.

I really cannot lose this friend; she is everything that I would normally look for in a girl but I only see her as a friend, nothing more nothing less.

I tried to interrupt her a few times when I felt it coming, but I guess I was being selfish and not letting her express how she felt. But now I wish she hadn't told me those words. I told her that our friendship was not worth risking over a relationship as a couple.

She tells me to forget she said it... but I'm afraid it will be extremely awkward now. I hope this friendship can remain unaffected.